Tired...

i'm tired.. why are the quarrels never ending. why is he no longer the one i know. why isit that small things lead to big quarrels. where are the compromises that i once know of. where are the promise of not picking at each other. why isit that the tiniest thing will result in him flaring up at me.

i noe its difficult over at his end. how about me? am i not suffering here too? i'm not the one who agreed to go over. i'm not the one who gets to visit different places. he promised to save up for our future. i didnt make any noise at the trips he made but why, why cant he just give in a bit to me..

i'm tired.. tired till death of all these nonsensical quarrels.